~CSA1800

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Tell Me Tell me
Girl...
What's wrong with being happy?
Oh, tell me again, over and over again...
Don't let this pass you by.
Take my hand girl, let me show you how I can treat you right.
Trust in me, let me show you how I can make you...
Smile, spin in lust, scream in pleasure, take my hand girl
Don't let this pass you by, don't let your happiness be pushed aside.

Let me tell you everything, let me share my life with you, and never let a day
missed again.
Take my hand girl, let me guide you...
To happiness, without pushing your dreams away.
Let me show you the world, let me give you everything you need. Grab a hold, let
me bringTell Me by ~CSA1800

Dismembered Key Thoughts "Dismembered key thoughts"
By: Joey Bernstein

I love you.
Care about you.
Forgave you, but can't trust you.

I wish to be with you nonstop
can't help to think how it would
be different if you didn't
throw it all out that night.

I get lonely thinking about this
all the time. My thoughts are
about to tip the bottle. Maybe
it will dismember the pain.
I've built these emotions to big
and now its time to let them out.

I'm tired I say, but I just try to not think of you.
I have a cold chill and this lonely within.
But your too busy, I'll let you be.
I've should have known, known to leave you alone
when all this happened.
Dismembered Key Thoughts by ~CSA1800

Crashing Heights Crashing Heights
By: Josef Bernstein

Don't tell me what to think; don't tell me how to listen.
Don't ask me why I'm doing, and how I could or why I would.
I'm barely listening, and not willing to discover
your feelings based on my insignificance in this life.
This isn't working, turn off the light, and make me
disappear.

I'm awake, but not standing.
I'm awake, but not eager.
I'm awake, but not seeing the purpose to this.
I'm blind, and swollen from the lack of reverence I get from you.
I choose not to believe this will happen, to hold my hopes from
the crashing heights where there suppose to be.

I'm quite and not ready tCrashing Heights by ~CSA1800

A Blink Of An Eye "A Blink Of An Eye"
By: Joey Bernstein

Her eyes were warm, when the sun shined.
She thought she had it all.
And it would never leave her behind.
Little didn't she know.
She never had it all.
It would catch up to her,
in due time.

She thought she had it all
glory, glitz, and glam.
She pissed it all away in a draw of a hand.
The flush wasn't enough,
the pot was too big.

Everyone though she was great,
but she was just like every other one, he had date.
Picture perfect at first, a dirty whore in the end.
Fall is around, another call has came.

Pick up your phone it's yours truly calling.
Go ahead, it's easy to walk away.A Blink Of An Eye by ~CSA1800

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Aug 20, 2010, 12:04:39 AM by ~CSA1800
Journals / Personal

My last update was in mid-2005. Since then; I have graduated high school, I have attended college, and worked at a stable job for three plus years.

I also maintained a three plus year relationship with a girl whom I still love, and care for. Although, time goes by and we all "find" ourselves. She happen to find herself to be happier without me. I quit my job, I'm single, and I joined the armed forces. Such a life.

I hope to be able to express my life through words, which will be appreciated someday.

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